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Saturday, November 25, 2006

im so bored... ... ... ... ... ... .. .. . . . . . THIS IS GONNA BE A STUPID POST! HAHA

i need something to cheer me up. but there's nothing, no one there.

ever felt you're falling into a bottomless pit and completely helpless? and like, empty? ya.. im feeling pretty much that.

had to teach again today... the morning class was fun, we switched to the teeny tiny tables and chairs instead of the usual tall chairs and desks. hahaha afternoon class was like boring. and the evening class, it's WAR TIME. like i was running around the classroom teaching the kids and i nearly lost my temper. anyone who knows me thinks i have like bad temper and that i'll lose it within seconds. right? ya. but not for kids. unless i don't like you, i'll not shout at you for no reason. haha kids. im always like a mad woman when it comes to the evening class. you can't take a breather even for like 0.001 second. im serious. and the parents are the worst. oh god. argh, they'll come in and ask all sorts of questions. i mean, they ask how their child is, whether he or she behaved. and you have to like report to them when you have to rush to attend to another kid. ya, that's the bloody problem.
AND, RYO!! he's such a cute boy. he's only four. haha, he's japanese and his face is like a tomato. yes, as red as that!

my sister has to be an ass everytime parents come in. she'll act all professional. and im always the one who does the marking what. what the hell. she gets the easy students. nevermind, this is just to vent my anger..

9:09 PM

Friday, November 24, 2006

HEY! im back!

ya.

so

i SO agree with what you said tricia. that's what me and zing told you right.. wah.. copyright! haha, anyway.

we went to pasir ris crest for the clinician thingy for choir. we needed to pee so we went to look for the washroom. thanks to zing and her super sharp eyes, we saw a toilet with the lights turned on. and the outside was placed with like a lot of table tennis tables. that was why me and trish couldn't bloody see the toilet.
we went in.
there was this strange aura cause the three cubicles were locked
no sound was produced
except for me, trish and zing's conversation
and you can tell what we thought is happening right?
we went out and we screamed. and im so freaked out cause i heard two screams. but only zing screamed. argh.. damn
the forbidden toilet.
we were talking about all kindsa stuff on the way to boon lay. like, what we're gonna do next time. and we came to a conclusion that i will end up becoming a lecturer at university. YA haha! then i'll set up my own kindergarten! i really love kids. i don't mind like spending a whole day with them in my kindergarten. thanks zing and tricia ann, for like, 'investing' haha and trusting me. they wanna be shareholders, that's what! ya..

zing wanna go catch snakes. and hopefully she'll meet her brian there. one that would have the guts to catch the black cobra ;) hahaha

and tricia ann wants to like own so many things? her cafe, wedding planner, event planner... what else? so many..!

since im feeling so bored now, i'll start bitching , HAHA.
ya
SOME people are so weird. they don't pay attention to the things around them very much. sometimes, i wonder if the object is of any importance to one. like for example, one moment you have something with you. and then, someone removes it. you didn't realise the lost! weird right? YA. SOME people. tsk tsk. change a bit la.. i thought people learnt and changed.

and it's so funny if you look back at the bloody thing. cause you know whatever happens, you'll have a lot of fun doing it. im so mean. hmmm.

WHOO! google earth.

10:05 PM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

ARGH. life sucks. SO MUCH.
but luckily there are lots of things for me to get done these few days and i can't stop to take a breather. everything's happening so fast! i mean, like, after the course in JB, im gonna have choir. then saturday's NO LIFE day. and sunday, i've gotta go to my grandparents'. argh.. afterthat i'll have choir. then CIP. oh damn. CIP. god save me!
anyway.. tuesday is choir day YET again. then wednesday is PSL camp!!! all the way till friday. whoo! im skipping choir on friday! not skipping, MISSING! ya.. missing.
before i leave for choir's malacca trip, my grandmother from china's coming over. YES, CHEENA CHINA. and she's staying over for one month. that means cheena programmes at home for one month. NO STAR WORLD. DAMN DAMN DAMN.

- the depressed and dying

10:52 PM

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

if you die tomorrow, would you ask yourself if you have fufilled everything you ever wanted to do? would you regret all that you've not done?
today at bedok food corner, tricia ng and zing and me were talking about life experiences.
zing and tricia were saying : jasmine ah jasmine, you must indulge all you can (food la, what else?). if you die tomorrow, at least you have tasted the best food ever. fast food is like teenage life.
and ya.. i hope zing's gonna treat me to like steak or something with her first pay cheque! whoo (:
and like, bungy jumping! damn, i don't even dare to take the bloody viking ship! but im gonna try to overcome my fears.. this is so gay.. and there's the hot-air balloon. HAHA could be romantic if you go with your loved one and like he proposes or something. whatever, doesn't apply now. anyway, there's a CHAMPAGNE BREAKFAST, zing said. hahaha!
AND the most important : don't waste your day away by sleeping till like 2pm.

and like last week, we were talking about 'flowers' *flowers* you know.. ya.. hills, better know. the chinese version thingy.. YA. and like we are scared of it. HAHA fill you guys in next time.

10:04 PM

Monday, October 30, 2006

let me go.

12:35 PM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

why does it have to be this way? depressing shit.

no more love

no anything

-

12:22 PM

Friday, September 29, 2006

how i wish there was a way to shut myself up from this world to escape all my problems. the only escape is to die, but im not daring enough to commit suicide yet.
call me emo or whatever you want i feel that way.

9:40 PM